omfg.

funny how ironic life can be sometimes.
it saddens me, to see friendships fall apart.
i mean, of course i've always told myself that all good things have to come to an end. and nothin can really last forever, they say. but i guess i just expected ours to last a little longer. i thought we were a little tougher than that. guess not (:
it's okay though.. your loss, not mine.
i know you think i'm such a dumbass sometimes. for the things i put up with. and don't feel bad. i doubt you're the only one that feels that way. i feel silly sometimes too i suppose. but it's really not that easy to pull away. cause there have been the few rare times, when no one else could see what was wrong, except her. few and far between, yes. but it means a whole lot to me.
i never expected you to understand. neither did i expect anyone else to.

but you know what. we're all grown up now. too old for such games anymore. so... think what you want, feel whatever you like, say whatever you want to say. i really don't wanna care anymore (:

that aside, 'm psyched for summer break!! simply can't wait to travel around. though the idea of the results comin out before i leave is a wee bit of a turn off. but ahh well, nothin i can do about that i suppose. i wish i could swing by and visit you rylie! but alas, i don't have a rich daddy like your honey (: maybe someday soon okay! or you could always come visit me. heh.
've got to find good payin jobs! like, right now. haha.

i should probably not club too so i can save on the cash.. though that seems a rather tough task to adhere to. haha.

supernatural rocks. i know i know, 'm a little slow on the uptake. but hey, i've caught up good! haha. prolly gonna start on heroes next. lotsa time to bum around and enjoy before the axe drops huh (: can start my daily runs and occasional swims too! too good too good.