omfg.

so i didn't get it.

i guess i should have known. deep down, i was expectin this. but somehow.. i just couldn't help feelin that rush of disappointment when reality hit.
ahh well.

emmanuel kept askin me what happened. haha. then said there's always a reason for anythin that happens. at the end of it all, it'll work out. perhaps. perhaps. then to lift my spirits a lil, brad asked for sexual favours. lol. right...
was a temporary reprieve.