omfg.

unworthy.

i figured.. it never hurt to try again, right?
but i guess i was wrong
it hurt. it really hurt to try.

it's more complex than what it appears to be.
i feel.. like a 'cast-aside'. someone who is unworthy of any attention.

runnin to perhaps take things off my mind. studyin perhaps in an attempt to bury those feelings away.
but there's only so far i can run. only so much i can hide from.

no longer a friend, that stands till the bitter end.

starved for affection, the spoilt personality comes out sometimes.

but the plastered smile will fall someday. the cheerful mask would eventually crack. the attempt at craziness will no longer pull the wool over their eyes.

i take alot of comfort in her friendship, and for that i'm really grateful.

is it really that fun, to make me feel like i'm nothin compared to you? i hope you're laughin then. at least one of us is having fun.
and maybe if i'm lucky, you'ld choke on your own spit and die.

the mockery has got to lose it's appeal sooner or later, right?

i'm never right these days. haha.

assuming things. i make an ass out of you and me. my bad.

i don't know you anymore. i used to fancy you so. yet all that you seem to speak of, is your greatness.

i really really like him. and the ironic question of who i really like? i can only laugh, but it's painful.

perhaps you'ld understand.
but i guess you'ld have better things to fill your time up with.

will you curse me, and leave me to my sleep.