omfg.

tried my best to feed her appetite,
keep her comin every night.

jus watched 'dollhouse' with my brother. effin dumb show. haha.
some of the dolls were hauntingly beautiful though.. hmm.
i would love to have one of those life-sized dolls of my own. bet they're much more lovely than all those manipulative, lying humans.

i realize i need a boot-camp lifestyle.
as in.. bein a lazy ass procrastinator, i cant work without someone wavin a stick at me, threatenin to beat me bloody.
haha. that sounds funny. an awkward way of puttin it, i know. but yea, cause at the rate i'm goin, i'm bound to fail the effin A-levels.
so i've decided that i need to pack my timetable so full i can hardly breathe. in order for me to actually study and get some work done.

i havent decided how i'm gonna do that though.

haha.
shit. that was pointless.

ryan! you effin a. where have you been :(